I spent last New Year's Eve drinking chocolate martinis and crying. My hubby and I had flown back from our home state of New Jersey back to San Diego a few days before. I would have preferred to ring in the new year with everyone, as we had the year before at our wedding rehearsal dinner. But we had to come back to San Diego soon after Christmas because Adam was about to deploy the next week and had to work. He was working like crazy right before the deployment. In fact, he worked on New Year's Eve, came home exhausted and worn out, and passed out really early in the night. I was coming down from my high of being around my family and friends for the holidays. Don't get me wrong, I love my life in SoCal as I did back then, but I always feel a bit bummed after going from being with ... [Read More]